I Miss My Father’s Funeral

I’ve been driving for hours

to get to the old mill town,

It seems the synagogue

closed years ago,

but a rabbi davens 

in the deserted street.

I rush from the car,

proffer a eulogy

crumpled and damp.

The rabbi looks up,

goes back to his prayers.

 

I wander out to the fields,

begin the harvest of

things put off.

What I find

are middle parts of family stories,

verses of old union songs,

names of tea roses.

I’m still wandering,

shanghaied in my sleep.