Pre-Stroke Villanelle

I know my life is running down:

Each hour a solitude of pain,

No warmth beneath the eiderdown.

 

I never feared that I would drown;

Face up, I’d walk into the rain.

I know my life is running down.

 

My dreams are filled with my old town:

At night I visit there again.

No warmth beneath the eiderdown.

 

The tall blue spruce has been cut down –

It roots and stump alone remain.

I know my life is running down.

 

Is this the day of my sundown?

A traitor lurks in every vein:

No warmth beneath the eiderdown.

 

I hear the hum down to the bone,

My body’s shallow-breathed refrain.

I know my life is running down,

No warmth beneath the eiderdown.