Pain Built a House

Pain built a glass house

around my mother.

Precise, incremental,

day by month by year.

 

The first walls

Were thin, transparent.

They began to thicken and rise

past crumbled hips, tired heart,

to the eye that screamed and went black.

 

I could still see my mother then,

but the glass cinderblocks

changed her shape.

She blurred and diminished,

Grew indistinct.

 

The wall was nearly done.

In the ER chaos

she sat on a toilet

in full view, invisible.

 

I saw the last huge glass brick

Swinging up into place.

Then an orderly said to me,

“I know you. You were my teacher.

You changed my life.”

The brick came down long enough

For my mother to hear him say,

“Your daughter changed my life”.

 

Pain left the room,

and my mother and I talked,

Then she slept.

When she woke,

the glass house was finished.